My Murky Soul.

HEY Folks. 

As i told you i will be writing quiet often. here i am again, with this another post.

Murky basically means Dark and why do i call my soul dark?? because i have made a lot of mistakes, hurt a lot of people (sorry for that) but it is not that you didn't hurt me. you did it and what i did was to be followed. BIG TIME ANYWAYS.

All of us go trough a lot of hardships, pain in life right? But that''s not important what is more important is how do we handle it?? this actually reminds me of something i read sometime back. sharing the same with you. read it deeply, understand it.

When there is pain, go deeply into it, don’t avoid it. Let it be so, open to it, become as sensitive as possible.

 Let the pain and its arrow penetrate you to your very core. Suffer it. Dance it. When there is pain be with pain.become so totally sensitive that each moment of pain is a great adventure. If you can do this, u will understand that pain too is beautiful. It is as beautiful as pleasure. It also brings a sharpness to your being. It also brings awareness to your being.

Pain makes u very alert, and pain makes u very compassionate and pain makes u sensitive to others pain too. Pain makes u immense, huge, big. D heart grows because of pain and it is beautiful and it has its own beauty.it is a gift of existence n there must b a hidden treasure in it. Enjoy that too dont reject it accept it. 

Welcome it. B with it.

PHOTOGRAPHY: MUDIT CHORARIA

BeNumbing Dharamshala.

Hey Guys

firstly, i am extremely sorry for not writing all these months i have been literally busy and going trough a lot of stuff in my life. never mind, now i will be writing a lot of stuff mostly related to spirituality and what i feel everyday. Hope to welcome a new kind of audience on my page.

so i went to Dharamshala, McLeodganj and did Tirund trek  which was literally tiring yet a picturesque experience. before the trek i have been reading a book written by osho and the place made me connect with it like nothing else.

also see the pictures, i cannot show or write the feeling i experienced there but even if i could make 1% of your mind to travel to mountains i will feel blessed because you people will thank me forever.

We started the trek at 9:30 A.M and reached at the top by 2 P.M reaching at the top i sat quietly, far from the madness and chaos and thought to myself   - 

WHO YOU ARE?? 

some of me have come from my parents, some from friends, society etc but nothing has come from myself not even 1%. what type of identity is this in which i have not contributed at all  when the whole 100% should have been contributed by me.

Do not ask others to mirror your reality - but you should face it directly to enter into your nature. what is the need to ask anybody? and whom are you asking? people are as ignorant as you are. they dont know themselves how would they know you?

The idea that we gather from others give us a personality, and the knowledge that we come to know within gives us individuality. personality is false, individuality is real. NOBODY CAN SAY WHO YOU ARE. you have to find yourself.

The fierce mountains there have been shouting and telling me that yes, you have to take your life in your own hands. Live the life that is your, authentically. no need to play roles. dont allow anybody else to write the story of your life. unfold that which you have always carried like a seed within you.

 when you go to Bhagsu and the upper part of it you will get a lot of hostel to stay in and beautiful cafe's like these. its a very different vibe you get there. so you must visit the place once. when you will stand on top of those mountains you yourself will feel the negativity from your life is going away with the winds of the mountains and what a positive person you become.

                          Keep Travelling and never stop to Learn.